vomit #34

i never had a childhood..no time spent stress free and careless, even if i did i can’t remember, I’ve been so lonely and felt no love from those supposed to provide it the most that my life seemed empty and lost,

it is only now that i realise this, i could spend my time yearning for the love i have never felt or learn to love myself so much more then they ever could, fill the emptiness i feel with happiness and memories and friends and love.

you see i could let this lonely start make for a lonely future but i wont, i want to live and live for myself.

i’m not saying it’ll be easy, but i’m deciding now that that’s what i want to do.

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