vomit #60

bitch i am not asking you, I’m telling you. this is one of the only decisions I’ve made for myself ever you bet your ass I’m sticking with it. now, let me live MY life and you can life yours, if we are so fortunate they may overlap at times but babe this ain’t your […]

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vomit #57

i never planned a future, i always figured i’d be dead by now. i guess I’ve kinda screwed myself, though i still feel i’ll be dead soon…so it doesn’t matter

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vomit #56

after the first few minutes of my life, i’m told, i died. then through the work of doctors or the will of the universe, i came back around and i’ve spent my whole life trying to figure out if that was a blessing or a curse.

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vomit #54

‘everyone likes holding the leash to their life in their own hand’ self destruction is a complex thing but i think its about control and bending boundaries and idk hating yourself or grounding yourself to a new low.. or maybe its different for everyone

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