i never had a childhood..no time spent stress free and careless, even if i did i can’t remember, I’ve been so lonely and felt no love from those supposed to provide it the most that my life seemed empty and lost, it is only now that i realise this, i could spend my time yearning […]Read more "vomit #34"
i’ve been scared my whole life..it was always there either overwhelming or underlying but always there..and i never realised until one day it finally wasn’t..and thats when i realised how bad things were and i went right back to scared again.. you dont realise how bad things were till you get something good. and then […]Read more "vomit #33"
what i’m feeling is real, its real, its real, its real. i’m trying to stick to my feelings when i actually feel them, after being gaslighted for so long i don’t know what are actually my real feelings or just something i was made to think/feel. this is real. no matter what they say to […]Read more "vomit #32"
when did breathing get so heavyRead more "vomit #31"
fuck i’m feeling raw fucking feels i dont even know. i’m just fucking pissed that i still cant let myself actually fucking feel my feelings and cry about shit, im so messed up that i can’t cry or actually seriously acknowledge my shitRead more "vomit #30"
well damn…i’m actually getting out of here! …now i have to figure out how the hell to get a train by myself..i don’t even know how this happened..but i’m fucking glad and terrified about it!Read more "vomit #29"
i’m going insane i have to get the fuck out of here soon please…Read more "vomit #28"