vomit #29

well damn…i’m actually getting out of here! …now i have to figure out how the hell to get a train by myself..i don’t even know how this happened..but i’m fucking glad and terrified about it!

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vomit #27

realising a bunch of my nightmare are true and uncovering some suppressed memories has me so flipped up enough that i can actually fucking feel again. i feel like someone has just fucking stabbed my in my heart repeatedly then asked me to take a photo with them and hide the blood and pain so […]

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vomit #26

stop acting like you care, if you cared you wouldn’t have done this to me. i hate that i cant hate you, it kills me that i cant not be nice to you. i actually still care about your fucking feelings no matter how fucked up you’ve made mine. WHY DO I STILL CARE ABOUT […]

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vomit #25

fuck you for making me feel like i am nothing, worthless a waste of space until i’m fucking convenient to you again. FUCK YOU

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vomit #24

i never loved you, you forced me to say it every night and guilted me/ made me feel so terrible if i didn’t.. my needs never matted no matter how much i complained it was just fucking noise to you. i always had to sleep on floors and sofas and got the shortest straw without […]

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