I’m going on a first date today, and I feel like I’m gonna throw up right now from anxiety.
Its been a while since I’ve been this nervous about a date, probably since my first date with my partner.
I’ve been on a few dates in the past year. I always felt pretty confident and sure of myself. I think I didn’t know the people so well or felt differently about them than I do the guy I’m seeing today..
I’ve got a few hours to get ready and hype myself up. Just hoping the anxiety guts go away.
~Afterwards~
Damn I had a really good time!
we instantly had a good connection, It felt easy to talk and joke around. I guess because we have been messaging for about a month.
Spent about 4 hours in a coffee shop just talking shit, about our lives. We had planned to go to the museum also, but were having a good time just talking.
Was starting to socially crash a bit and needed to go, he said he was feeling the same. we walked most the way back together.
We’re gonna hang out again and actually go to the museum next time. I’m really looking forwards to it.
I know meeting up with new people gives me bad anxiety before hand but it’s always worth it and I feel good afterwards even if the person isn’t who I thought. I feel proud of just putting myself out there.
I do like him, I’m excited to see where this goes