had a dream last night that my dealer came to my house and gave a huge baggie filled with big rainbow drop edibles..but you had to use them like how the bad guy from wonder woman took his making-him-stronger stuff..like like break it in half..smell the weedy smell then eat them a few at the […]Read more "vomit #47"
okay so the way im feeling right now i just wanna go hug trees and maybe im a tree hugger and thats okay. make life what you want it ya know.Read more "vomit #46"
its too exhausting living like this. everyday i’m just trying to get through and do this right thing but i always seem to be wrong. i cant take feeling this heavy all the time i don’t know how to make things better. I’ve been looking for a way out for years and i’m still fucking […]Read more "vomit #45"
im still alive… i dont know whyRead more "vomit #44"
so we had probably one of the most ‘beautifully tragic’ conversations tonight, walking the middle of the road. 3 am in the ghost hours of our small town, talking mainly of past and in metaphors it made me feel understood and so lost at the same time. you know some of my pain but not […]Read more "vomit #43"
i home myself in with everything around me so i can leave as quickly as possible. to make it seem like i don’t live there or exist, so i’m never in the way or an inconvenience. i cant do anything wrong if i’m never thereRead more "vomit #42"
screw you you sat down just so i’d notice you and you could start something you then distract me from my work to make me feel bad about doing something that will make me happy instead of the thing that you want me to do even though i’ll still do that just after doing the […]Read more "vomit #41"